In the ever evolving learning process of my life I wanted to share something I found. I was not aware I thought like this but when in fact I discovered it had consumed me. I am talking about envy.
Envy is a form of greed and greed is a form of desire which when translated means you want something that is not yours or something which you cannot have. I have never really considered myself to be vulnerable to these thoughts but I was sadly mistaken. It rips you apart inside as it distorts real feelings which you feel. It is a form of jealousy and is not healthy in any form.
Envy and greed mixed with jealousy creates mass confusion within ones mind. It takes normal healthy thoughts and disguises them as visions which are not real. It develops a perfect scenario in which you feel you have a right to enjoy or covet a possession which you have no title to be thinking about in the first place. And soon after when you realize you cannot have it anger will soon follow.
Having a dream or desire about these things is very normal I think but when you feel you must have them at any cost then you are in for some disappointment in your life.
I found myself in this position about a week ago and I feel terrible about it. But in life we cannot turn back the clock and change things we can only ask for forgiveness and remember the lesson learned.
I have learned from this experience and have moved on remembering the lesson. I am so glad I corrected this problem before it blew into a million pieces right in front of me.
Life lessons can be hard to swallow at times but they certainly leave their mark on your life. They are good though and we should never feel sorry for learning them. We may feel embarrassed by them but deal with it when the times is right.
I just wanted to share this life lesson with you guys as I feel great having dealt with it. Thanks for reading.
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I tryed for a long time to reach you but your old blog was gone.and I see my blog is no longer on your friend list.I had to go way back in my blog to fine your profile.
I am doing some soul sreaching to.if you dont want to have me on your blog I will under stand.just say so.I dont want to be where Iam not welcome.
I didnt know what to do to reach you and was worryed about you.but you seem to have your other friends so guess you will do fine.
you havnt been on my blog for some time.so guess its time for me to move on to.God bless you and hope all will go fine for you.
Oh no leann I am so glad you found me as I had lost your site when I deleted my blog, glad you came by and I will certainly be adding you
thanks for stopping by Lloyed I have lost so many things lately was begining to think I had lost another blog friend.
glad it was just you had lost mine.
dont feel bad about pushing delete I have thought about it to.but you know we all need each other.it helps to have someone to talk to.and people really do care.I have a blog on mine I really worry about.
they put a really sad post on and it was scarey the way hey were talking.and it was months ago and nothing has been on sence.it makes me wonder what happened to that poor soul.
and its still there but no one has done anything.and I wouldnt know what to do to find them.it just makes me wonder.
glad your ok Lloyed.it was a really bad month for me too.I had a melt down about a week or so after you.so dont feel bad.just dont think that we dont care or wouldnt understand we do!!!and we are here for you.
God bless you friend.missed you.glad your back.
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